I kept telling mom that this should have happened sooner and she kept procrastinating it because she was in denial about how much pain Raja was actually in. But now that it's actually happened.. well, let's just say that I've been crying since yesterday evening about it. She's been with us for over half of my life. It's hard not to feel like a part of me is missing now, even if I didn't pay as much attention to her as I probably should have in her later years.
RIP Raj. Don't hate the other cats up there too much.